July 24 2017
7/24/2017 3:30 am- up since 2:15 am I don’t sleep through the night anymore. I used to be able to watch TV, CSI Miami or Law and Order and it would help put me back to sleep but it doesn’t work anymore. Part of it might be that I do not have a job per se, and so my mind and body are not that tired, and yet, today, I wore myself out physically and mentally helping my parents continue to unpack and put stuff away, had 2 glasses of wine when I came home, slept for 3 hours and now I am wide awake. I don’t know why. It kind of pisses me off, because I love sleep. And I also know that by not sleeping, my body is not able to repair itself to its best ability. So, whatever or whomever is causing me not to sleep, I would appreciate it if you would let me know what you would like me to do instead of sleep. If it is a book I am supposed to write, then please let me write it so I can get back to sleep! ...